Struggle

Maybe not everyone can see it.. Or maybe no one can even see it.. Graduation is like one step to the front n im started to feel the burden of being in reality.. Too many things to deal with.. Perhaps im not ready enough..

I realize sometimes i being locked up in a everyday conundrum.. And the feeling was awful.. The worst was, im struggling with myself, my own self...

A friend once told me, "... I saw u start reading.. U must be in crisis.."
Apparently what he said was totally legit. U can see a person struggling with themselve when they started to doing somethg that they dont like, most people they choose reading... Huhuuhuu

Got test today and i havent finish reading the materials yet... Choww n nite(actually its morning)..

~AF